My fucking life made me so different....every time I see, that situations, which I go through, break my mind, make me feel and think in other way...

when I need help all my friends are going away...isn't it unfair? What do they think? I'm not a machine....I can't restore myself alone....I can't...



I want to call one guy as my fucking love....but I don't know HOW?? How can I say it...I know so little about him...the one thing I know - He always will be in my mind!!! May be he would never understand me, but I really hope all thingswill improve in a better way...